For once I wish....

For once I wish my life was black and white.
Because the colors of the chaos make me dizzy.
For once I wish I had no choice.
Because the option of free will make me degrade myself.
For once I wish things were simple.
Because the complexity is making me drowned.
For once I wish there was only you.
Because the others don't even compare.
For once I wish....... I didn't have to think at all.
Because the guilt of my own decisions is overwhelming.