11-01-09

I read of pure love.
Dreams of true connection.
Words of souls entwined for eternity.
And endless unexplained tears fill my eyes.
My heart feels torn, each dragging part the opposite way.
Always the same one winning it over in the end.
Why am I tormenting myself?
Why do I not just let it be known that I am already theirs?
Fear…. Rejection….
Is that really all that is stopping me?
The torment self-inflicted shall continue…..